Since 26 of July

I cried 7times

 

two times in class

one time when PBP idol

4times at home

in the bed='(

TEARS FLOW DOWN EASILY THESE DAYS

  我要的生活不是这样！

我要开开心心快快乐乐的生活

爱上了你，是我的错

是我，着一个大笨蛋才会爱上了你这一个冷冷的人

 

I wanna be as simple as these stone

Rachel Chin 

and

Suzanne Teh

谢谢你们

没有他的存在，我一定会过得很好

我会过得比以前好

 

everything have changed

e

nothing to say anymore

对！ 我还爱你！
但，我没后悔过。

真的没后悔过。

爱一个人好累，很累

‘我爱你’着 三个字

对我来说

已近没有意思了

我得到了一个礼物

那就是

你让我幸福过

谢谢你_____

                                                                      我爱你____

我真的离开了你

我真的放下了你

我真的忘了你

 

I DID IT!

I'M HAPPY？！

NO

因为是假的！

我能骗你们 但，我骗不了自己！

很辛苦!

很痛苦!

 

姜可宣

只是一首歌，也能让你哭？

YOU'RE WEAK,U'RE NOT WHO YOU'RE ANYMORE!

只是有首歌！

A SONG WHICH MEANS NOTHING!

离开你对我来说是个很好很好的事

我答应你，我一定会离开你

但，

你也需要给我一点时间吧

________谢谢你，让我辛福过

我离开你，对你来说是像喝水那么的简单

但，

要我来说是， 是真的真的很硬

我说过了， 让你来决定要不要我放下

u choose 离开

所以我一定要做到

说了就要做到

你说离开你是好事

你说得对

是好事

我告诉我自己不能留下一滴眼泪

但，对不起

我哭了

真的哭了

【离开你不代表我已近放下了你，

不代表我已近忘了你，

也不代表我不再爱你了】

ᶫᵒᵛᵉᵧₒᵤ _

I'm lost!

I'm really lost from my mind

I can't read what I decide

I can't decide anything now

我要学会勇敢！

我要学会爱自己比爱他多一点

Lets use picture to talk

and my gor__Mr.Andrew=)

we bully him ...after tuition we went to a food court 

to buy food

we bully andrew to hold it

anyway....thx=)

Ish ___imma hate pimples

>.<

many many blood came out from de tissue!!!

BEFORE

AFTER

so much blood on de tissue

all is from my pimples

soooo big...

hate it nia

没有一段爱情是完美的 ♥

Joie 说得对

 I agree！

我的决定是什么？

我的决定是什么？

我不懂！

如果我放下了， 是对的吗？

如果我不放， 也是对的吗？

我觉定了

你帮我做这一个决定

你说放， 我放

你说不放， 我不放

kay?

我爱上的-丁当

眼淚 只准在眼眶打轉
就像海浪抱著海岸
擁抱不等於擁有天堂
愛到了最後碎成碎鑽 碎成了星光

我愛上的是他笑起來的迷幻

我愛上的是他比我還逞強
我愛上的是他瞳孔裡的太陽
我愛上的是我逃不掉的逃亡
最後我只剩下了一半
身體一半 靈魂一半

永遠找不到另外一半
以後 難免會想起他吧
如果偶然只是偶然
為什麼遺忘那麼難忘那麼那麼難

我愛上的是他笑起來的迷幻
我愛上的是他比我還逞強
我愛上的是他瞳孔裡的太陽
我愛上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

我愛上的是他笑起來的迷幻
我愛上的是他比我還逞強
我愛上的是他瞳孔裡的太陽
我愛上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

我愛上的是他戒不掉的流浪
我愛上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

眼淚 只准在眼眶打轉
就像海浪抱著海岸
擁抱不等於擁有天堂

放弃一个很爱你的人， 是不痛苦的

但，

放弃一个你很爱的人， 是很痛苦的

by:jennifer wong

真的会很痛苦吗？

真的会后悔吗？

真的很可惜吗？

放弃一个我很爱很爱的人

是对的吗？

还是错的？

 

我不懂！！

Yun Yin___

我真的不懂！

ghj

爱上你是对还是错的决定？

我不懂！

放下你是对还是错的决定？

我不懂！

如果我放下你，是错还是对的呢？

如果我不放下你,是错还是对的？

我很怕我做错的决定

真的很怕！

但是我能做什么呢？

你，都support我放下你了

我还能做什么？

放vs不放

ANS:不懂！！

你懂我是爱你的

你懂我是想你的

为什么你一直当你不懂呢？

？

刚刚我没办法去告诉你“我爱你”

但是我真的真的很想告诉你

只是少了勇气

如果我刚刚真的说了，你会how?

你只会当是废话

你只会当我再说笑吧

我一句我说‘我爱你’

是真的！

YOURLOVEISMYDRUG

iie dun know why?

iie dun know why i love a heartbreaker alot!

OMG

i'm in love wif a heartbreaker 

OMFG

iie wanna cry:( 

but can't

iie wanna cry:(

bcoz 

iie miz euu

iie wana cry:(

bcoz

iie love euu

iie wanna cry:(

all bcoz 

of

U

I miz eu

I love eu

u noe it?

 YUP

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                                                                             BEFORE

AFTER

I DID IT MYSELF!!

THE PAIN IN MY HAND CAN'T COVER THE PAIN IN MY HAND!

I wanna know my future____:(
I wanna know who am I beform I'm sharron

I wanna know what type of me b4 i'm sharron

i wanna know wat is the feeling of being loved!

I wanna know wat i happiness

i wanna know what i pain

i wanna know what is suffer

I wanna be more strong

a stronger teenage girl

I wanna be a happy gul

wanna be a gul with her own wishes

not being ____forced!!

Minyi and Gabirel __paktor jor

wish u all couple till 4eva

Gabriel so BRAVE!!
cool

minyi u should cry out de!!

______________________________________________

不是我想的！

是你们做出来的

————————————

说以别怪我

爱上一个人是很简单

但，

如果要想爱， 是没那么简单

【没那么简单-Tiger Huang】

爱上一个冷冷的人

我从来都没后悔过

我的手受伤了，你懂吗？

是因为你!!

我才cut 我的手

你懂吗？

【如果我不认识你， 我不会懂什么是辛福】

如果我不认识她， 我也不会认是你

如果我没开birthday party，我也不会认识你

               是她让我认识你的 

  

我的电话要给爸爸拿了！！

我雪要我的电话的！！

我变了吗？

还是你变了？

好是我们变了？

我不懂！！
但是我很想懂！！

↑↑↑↑↑↑↑

你们懂事谁了吧！！

(⊙o⊙)

                              

我爱上了这一首歌

一个有一个

你是第三个

哈哈

你懂吗？

你是我第一个为你哭的

你是我第一个让我学了什么是受苦

你是我第一个为你而自杀

你懂吗？

我希望你懂

我也希望有一天会有人跟我一起过着个痛苦的日子

那我就够了

You made me cut my hand for 8 times

u made me cry for 25 times

u made me heartbreak 14 times

u made me happy 5 times

do u ever notice about it?

ans:NO!!

and are u happy about it?

I gave her read my diary

such a stupid me>>>...nvm

everything already changed___
i'm trying to not write anything about u start from today in my diary

cuz it useless

AS wad my dear, ELAINE

she said that 

Laine =) says:
 Excuse me! Love is not the most important in your life okay?!
 Why you wantt to make yourself feel sad just because a boy that don't love you?
 Don't you think it's so stupid?

WAD SHE HAVE SAID IS TRUE

I'M WRONG ON WAD I'VE DID!!
SRY

I dun care liao

I dun wan care liao

we've promise to be best fren foreaver

but now

we break out promise

i can't take it anymore

i'll continue our promise

i dun wanna be a faker

I wan back our freindship

and u all know who u all are

and of cuz

i love both of u

but if u all dun wanna be frenz back

bcuz of this little things

i think it is 

"bu zhi de"

cuz friendship will never ends 

eventhought there is evil in it

if u all are best frenz

den we should get back together

我不是我！！
我再也不是可宣了

我变了

变了不开心

只会ｓａｄ

我再也不是以前的开开心心的可宣了

好辛苦

好痛苦

好累

很不喜欢ｎｏｗ的ｌｉｆｅ

我要会议前的ｌｉｆｅ

————————————————

我要开开心心的日子

我要开心

但，

我做不到

因为，谁叫我去爱上了你？

是我找来的

我不该后悔这一切

————————————————

我该开开心心的爱你？

我做不到

对不起

后悔了

真的很后悔了

但

我后悔也来不及了吧？！

I'm a human 

not a toys

I'm not ur toys

and i dunwan to be it too

get it?

__________________
i also nid ppl's caring

i'm a human

u all nid caring

i also nid

cuz we're human

we live in the same world

PPL NID CARES

I'm a jurk

i'm a jurk

a jurk who loves u

a jurk who miss u

a jurk who is hurted by u

I dun wan to be a JURK anymore

cuz it is tired

vry tired

and it hurts

WHY YOU IGNORE ME?

WHY?

WAT I DID?

IZIT BECAUSE 

我 对她冷？

I WISH NOT !!

I HATE BEING IGNORED DE FEELINGS

CUZ IT HURTS

________________________________
OH YA

I FORGET THAT U

DUNO 

WAD

IS

THE

FEELING

OF

BEING

HURT 

!!

微笑不代表我开心，

流泪不一定是难过，

牵手可以是个理由，

拥抱也未必是相爱，

离开也可能还深爱，

人就是这么奇怪的动物，

同一样的表情，

同一样的文字，

却有着那么多不同的意思，

从前我们笑就是笑，

我们哭就是哭，

就是那么的简单，

那么的单纯，

可渐渐地，

我们的笑不再是笑了

笑的时候我们不一定开心，

哭得时候也不表示我们一定是难过的，

自己开始觉得自己很虚伪，

我们开始讨厌这样的自己，

但在他面前却又不能完全活出自我，

深怕他误会我们心中所想的，

明明不喜欢他和别人出门，

却老笑着说“玩得开心点”

明明就很讨厌孤单一个人，

却总是对他说“我一个人没事的”

其实有很多时候都好想对他说出心底话，

但总怕他觉得自己不为他着想，

总觉得这样对两个人都好，

只好永远地伪装自己了，

心底总希望他在哪一天会明白你心中的想法，

但是...

他永远都不明白微笑的意思，

他永远都不明白分手的意思...


人们总把不该当真的事情看得太认真了，

却把该认真的事情不当作一回事...

等到明白一切时，

已经人去楼空，

一切不复存在了....

Some say love,
it is a river
that drowns the tender reed.
Some say love,
it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love,
it is a hunger,
an endless aching need.
I say love,
it is a flower,
and you it's only seed.
It's the heart,
afraid of breaking,
that never learns to dance.
It's the dream,
afraid of waking,
that never takes a chance.
It's the one
who won't be taken,
who cannot seem to give.
And the soul,
afraid of dyin',
that never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely,
and the road has been too long,
And you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong,
Just remember
in the winter
far beneath the bitter snows,
Lies the seed,
that with the sun's love,

in the spring becomes the rose

____

爱有十画

每一画都有不同的意识

——————————

我开始慢慢得想你了

开始慢慢爱你了

开始慢慢的需要你了

但你懂吗？

如果你真的懂了

SO?

我还是放不下你

因为

我还爱你

真的还很爱你

You are my drug

i need drug to survive

i can't live without it

cuz i love drug 

and

You are my drug

___________________________

Now i dun nid anything acept

YOU
Now i'm not happy because of anything acept 

YOU

Will you ever notice about it?
will you ever notice about it that 

u r my DRUG?

______________________________
And now I'm suffering from drug

means I'm suffering from u

一切都变了

该不到了

很难改变了

因为一切都变了

+

我累了

很累

因为爱你

 让我觉得很累很累

 

 

你让我的life变不colourful了

 

是你们让我懂什么是快乐

 

wish there will be a memory

 

我没勇气再说‘我爱你’

 

对你来说，

我只是个玩具吧？

想玩九玩，

不想玩就不玩？

我不想当个玩具

我也不是玩具

我是人！！

我也有心情的

我不是玩具！！

我全都相信，相信你说的每一句

我全都相信，相信你说的每一句

每一句只插我爱你__

love this song___so meaningful

 

I belive you cause i love you

Even I know its fake ,I still belive you

cuz I love you

Love someone muz belive them100%

een 99% is not enoght

cuz even 1% u dun belive de person

he/she will be DISSAPOINTED

关心...

  也是在爱情路上

需要的

I can't stand it ANYMORE!!!

but wad can i do?

I jz can pretend tat I normal

____I'm not normal!!!

I'm weirdo

______________________________

My life SUCK!!!

since I stepped into urlife

SUCK!!!
You ruined my my 6mths in form1 life___ish><

Pretending= killing myself

I can't blame u

I oni can blame myself 

for being 

a jurk

that have liked you for 2mths++

I'M A JURK

_________________

My hand is in PAIN

neither my heart too

:(

I'm not happy

I'm not sestify

I'm not cared

I'm not loved

I'm not HERE!!!

I'M NOT MYSELF
_______________________

I'm afraid of everything

now but not foreaver

Everything will be find after

I have an accident

dat will make me forget of everything

including YOU!!

 jz wait 

WAIT

WAIT

WAIT

wait till I've forget YOU

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心
   不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心
不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心
   不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心
不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心
   不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心
 I'M NOT HAPPY
不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心
   不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心
不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心
   不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心
不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心

   不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心 不开心

IOI

morning Rachel's mum put her in my car

den mum bought us go to IOI to meet

Pei Li,Kar Yee and Suzanne

went to Teh Tarik to meet 

Pei Li

skip skip skip

Watch dis movie

 

 

 

  

  

 

then went back home...

and went to auntie open hse

4 a while nia

went back home dy

cuz stomach pain

______
at hse outside nobody open door

den 

me and Rachel

played the rain

so suang

wet till_____

haiz

suang la

You made my dream come true___thx!!

I'll forget you before iie die:)
if this is wad u have wished
den
ur wish had come true
gam-ba-teh
_________
my presence is jz a rubbish for u?
i'm a dustbin and u could throw anything into my bin even stone?
as wad is written on my bottle
“happiness depends upon OURSELF"
"the way is not in the SKY but is in the HEART"
ANS:agree!!
________________
between two of them
u r the 1st one i've cried for
u r the 1st one i've commited socite for
u r the 1st one who made my heart break into pieces

DO YOU NOE IT?

In my world...
u r not a normal human

u r a murderer

a murderer of my HEART!!
u killed my pure and happy heart
and now my heart is replace by another
heart
which is
NOT pure and sad heart
it HURTS___ALOT!!
ALOT
mayb iie must lern to b stronger
but wat is the process of it?
can u tell mi?
can any1 tell me?
i wanna be stronger but i don't know how to be!!!

You know that 

iie love euu

You know that

iie miss euu

You know that

iie care euu

________________________

I wish that there is a game which never ends

LOVE IS JUST A GAME

agree?

I jz wish that___iie love euu

this game never ends

I wish it last foreaver

will it be foreaver?

ans: might not

________________

You're bad for me..!

too bad for me!

cuz

u told me wat is pain!

u made me feel heartbreak

do u ever notice that how evil are you to me>?

dunno rite?

iie miss eu

后悔也来不及了

后悔也来不及了！！

我后悔爱上了你这一个冷冷的人

后悔了

但来不及了

真的真得很后悔

爱上了你

---------------------------------------

You teach me how to walk into ur life 

but 

You din't teach me how to walk out from it

Every single day, it make me more suffer!!

u r the wan who made my heartbreak

u r a HEARTBREAKER

to mi

....

cuz oni u could break my little tiny heart

not OTHERS!!

Exam get 38 place in class

WTF?

dad say dat 

this time if all there is a B in my exam

my handfon will br taken!!
argh!!
k lur...

take den take lur

wad can i do?

ur my dad, i need to listen to you

but mom and dad

can you all gib me sum privacy?

PRIVACY?

i only can write all my feeling in my blog and diary

so please

care of my privacy

-----------------------------

but now days when I'm telling the truth u all dun blve mi le?

why?

can tell mi>?

dad are giving me preasure!!
i can't handle it so much n fast

give me some time

u all say wanna me get

80%++

i'll try my best

but...

suan...

erm...

everything have changed!!
me, sharron

have changed

i duno how to say it out

cuz 

its complicated

!!

I dunno what am i thinking these days

very LUAN 

...

tears already not that easy drop down

dunno why..

but I'm not happy at all

not happy

dunno

maybe this is wrong la

but maybe nia la

I DUN WAN TO FORGET YOU

realli?

mayb gua

I'm in love with the sufferness liao

without suffer i can't live

Saw her diary

so nice and so touching

....

everything never changed 

oni you have changed

the feelings btw u n her never changed

why can't u just c there is a gul who love u 

right in front of u

not gud enough?

stupiak u

u noe who u r !!
....

^

for him..n her

....

for me!!

I hate u !!

really !!

not u is him!!
get it?

.....................

PS: yunyin...GAM BA TEH

DUn wan to get this type of result ANYMORE!!

celine love jing kai

walao..why must do lyk dis to them...

scold till so rude

by:....

dai sei

scold mi!!