When I do

I do believe in...

rain to shower the desert
snow hanging the tropical rim
sixty-first second of a minute
the eigth day of just a week
the thirteen month of just one year

I do comply with...

signs I dreamt last night
stitch I mend my clothes
string that splits my neck
nails that bruise my leg

I do...

I care what brought me down
I care what turned me on
I care what lifted me high
I care what blacked me out

I do...

commit to what you need
admit the things you bring
permit how treat you be
profit you start calling

I do...

He was the man I first fell in love with
Of whom I gave my whole self
He was the man who inspired me
But suddenly he left me with teary eyes

He was the man whom I considered my true love
To defend and fight for me amidst life adversities
But you never came to rescue me.
I realized I was just a fool.

Do not shed tears when I have gone
but smile instead because I have lived.

Do not shut your eyes and pray to God that I’ll come back
but open your eyes and see all that I have left behind.

I know your heart will be empty because you cannot see me
but still I want you to be full of the love we shared.

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live only for yesterday
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of what happened
between us yesterday.

You can remember me and grieve that I have gone
or you can cherish my memory and let it live on.

You can cry and lose yourself become distraught
and turn your back on the world
or you can do what I want - smile, wipe away the tears,
learn to love again and go on.

*I can't go on. I must go on. I'll go on.

 

JUST GIMME SOME PEACE I JUST WANT TO FORGET

 

                                           ABOURT YOU BUT THOUGHTS JUST KEEP

ON COMIN' IN NOT WHAT'S AGRIL TO DO I GOTTA

BE STRONG JUST KEEP GOIN; ON AND

 WHEN YOUR'RE GONE I CAN STILL CARRY ON



Because of you

Because of  you,

I never stray too far from the sidewalk 

Because of  you ,

I learned to play on the safe side , so I don't get hurt

Because of  you,

I find it hard to trust not only me , but everyone around me 

Because of  you,

I am afraid

I love what you have singed (:

thanks <3

Brother's big day

Gratz brother(:

You grown up babe <3

and some picha of mine (:

Be friends better than be lover (:

Yup, imma agree with what I said xPP

hate it or love it is your choice 

the most important is , I LIKE IT (:

Here we go, exam ended (:

but result coming *argh*

but at least, NO MORE STUDY ! xPP

I'm still myself babe(:

I'm insane, stupid, babi

and imma love it alot babe (: <3

Exam finsh, so don't wanna talk about study dy

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My life is getting happier

no more fake smile, all is real smile

cause I hate fake smile and bitter face

I love the face that is full of happiness even a smile

Nomatter how bitter is yourlife, just give it a smile

and slowy you will get used to the smile and the bitter will never come back

this is just my experiance, belive it or not

TRY IT OUR NOW!

its just a lie!

EVERYONE IS A LIAR!

But , I did fall inlove wth a liar!

eventhough it hurts badly , but Imma still love you deeply

since from the start till now, you're the only one in my mind 

but , you don't know(:

Imma is stupid and blind in love

Love is blind

Love is stupid

the one i love have leave me and I still stupidly continue loving him

and hope that miracles happen 

I'm stupid!

but, I never felt that i regret that I love you

Hold me tight, dont let go me

cause I'll hold on you tight and never let go you

Never feel that you were lonely cause 

I'm always with you ,babe (:

lonely-ness doesn't belongs to us xP

it belongs to nobody 

Only friendship will last forever

Friends make me laugh 

but love, made me sad!

but he made me happy as how my friends treat me

I LOVE YOU GUYS（：

I'll appericiate my own momento with my babes even if with you 

cause I'll met you for once in my lifetime means there won't be another second chance

even if we met, we won't know who we are or who you are

I don't wanna have regret-ness in my lifetime 

I just wanna enjoy (:

I wanna be a happy human that lives in this world 

I promise myself that I won'y make another him as a "replacement"

cause its bad!

I'm sorry for thoise that I've treat you guys as replacement 

I hate my self of being that type of person

I will never do it AGAIN!!!

life is full of meaning so appericiate it ! never hate your life no matter how bad it is  (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOIE BABI ! (:

Is today your best birthday ever?

it won't! cause it will be better next year, next next year, next next next year 

and FOREVER!

But its really special for ou today cause you were wet! and you got your injection >.<

I'm sorry that we plan it a bit tidak baik >.<

but its one of my best memory with you guys too (:

cause we were all wet! all of US <3

JOIE LEE! you will be my best best best best buddy forever babe (:

and you sure know that I LOVE DIE YOU ! 

5 language of birthday wishes (:

 

  buon compleanno

생일 축하

お誕生日おめでとうございます

feliz cumpleaños

สุขสันต์วันเกิด

HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:

I did Studied !

but , why can't you guys just trust me ?

I'm also human , I need rest ! I need to relax too

Want me go 1st class next year ? I'm sorry

I don't have the confidence on it and I'm not that type of student

I'm not a good daughter for you guy but I think I've did what I should did 

and now what u guys still want from me?

get into 1st class next year? 

and excuse me , u guys want a good result girl than a healthy daughter?

I'm a human! and I need rest !

understood ?

out Ampang Night

Dad suddenly ay want bring us go Ampang vagetarian festival 

ON the way to there , have a terrible traffic jam -.-

Ate the curry mee (: okay la 

Best part , the MANGO

我只能当你已经死了 因为，这样才能让我慢慢的忘了一切

我永远都不会忘了你的存在 因为你是我最难忘的人

对不起 某某人

我对你只有放弃没有忘记;不是不爱了,而是爱不起了

thanks someone

I were myself before I knew you , but I changed after I met you

You changed me alot, to a better person that have her own world

 

thanks Someone

SUNWAY

Fetch Rachel den went to Sunway (:

bought ticket to watch BLOOD TIES (:

sibeh nice ...I Love It

and some Picture of mine (:

Then went to " Full House " 

E.N.D

thinking of you

I don't know why recently you keep appear in my daily life

usually you slowly trying get out of my life but suddenly

you appear again and even in my dreams

You smiled to me in my dreams but in real life

you just pass by me in a cold way and it seems like I'm invisible to you

I just can look you pass by me

I do really wish my dreams were true , but its hard

The dreams made me think back all the past 

and I feel that it is telling me that

Don't hate it ,Love it 

But sometimes when I think of the past,I felt that theres not only ad moments

there are happy moments too

But, what can I do? I could just miss it cause I know it won't happen again 

and now I only could stand aside and wish the girl that you love and you

will be the most happy couple in the world

thats what I can do right now

I love looking at you when you walk by me 

cause I knew that yo were happy 

and its good for you

Study+ hanging around

 

Went to eat vagetarian food in the morning 

then go fetch suzanne come my house to do revision together (:

then went to the park to relax our mind (: <3

and met KarYee 

and took some picture 

E.N.J.O.Y♥

E.N.D

珍惜

为什么 男人不懂珍惜?

失去后也不会后悔 

我只是好奇罢了，别怪我

本来觉得没有朋友我也不会寂寞，原来朋友比情人还重要

当失去你爱的人时，第一个人在乎我们的是朋友。

当你孤单你会想起谁？ 淡然是朋友

只有朋友会珍惜你

 所以，别因为爱情而放弃朋友

不值得！

但是你让我懂得珍惜你

也是你让我懂得珍惜朋友

没有朋友，我想早就没有 姜可宣

谢谢你，让我懂得珍惜

Facial Class

Mum have class, call me go support her

then I called Rachel follow me go learn too (:

that place was at USJ . Surprise how mum made that speech 

I LOVE IT!!..

mum brought all her "kacang" 

then about 5smt go back home 

and dated Lilian again

 played football again

 Peoples were looking at us like " girls playing football!!''

and now I felt its abit boring than yesterday

 

 and some picha of mine (:

再见

不懂为何那天 我们都忘了说再见

当你说再见时， 我们真的会再见面吗？

如果不说， 永远都不见？

原来我什么都不要 我只要快乐

要得到幸福，就要懂得快乐

快乐了才能看见幸福

你真的很快乐 

第一天看见你， 你只在笑着

每次看见你 都会看见你的微笑

相爱不一定快乐

STUDY + FOOTBALL

Called Lilian come to my house to study together with me

around 1smt++ she came (:

The we study till half way talk about * bla bla bla *

but ITS FUN hanging with her 

and this is 1 MALAYSIA (:

my LILIAN

oi YOU!...I told you

 I LOVE YOU

nice sunset (:

then about 4 smt she went home and we dated to go to the park 

and that was the 1st time I played the football

THE END